Congratulation's Amanda you made it to May of 2023 and you're now just getting to getting some awesome goals written out. So, since it's May let's recap January, February, March, and April until this time.
January 2023: Well let's see this month is riddled with birthdays. Also school starts back up for the spring semester at SMCC. I want to go back to CMCC so I call and get that situated so that I can go back to CMCC and it was successful since I proved I have grown as a student and person.
Realized that I lost a few people in the end of 2022 but hey their loss not mine, will be a cold day in hell before my children are subjected to the BS. Honestly it's probably better off that way anyways don't want things to ruin my future!
Realized that I lost a few people in the end of 2022 but hey their loss not mine, will be a cold day in hell before my children are subjected to the BS. Honestly it's probably better off that way anyways don't want things to ruin my future!
February 2023: I turn the BIG 34! YUCK
I got my rifle that my boy friend got me for my birthday! Yay! Really cool too!
A wonderful month of planning events and figuring out holiday's and such.
March 2023:
This was a weird month to say the least we got to do some sunflower stuff and well that got me back into a planting/gardening kick then again my stalkers think I'm trying to be like someone who's honestly and truthfully going to say this NOT ON MY LEVEL, and yes it's a hard pill to swallow but until you can grow up, realize that you are at fault for all that goes on in your life because of your actions and stupidness then clearly it's better that you've lessened yourself and removed yourself from my life. I've continued with SMCC while applying to CMCC for Criminal Justice because hey who doesn't want to go some place in their life.
April 2023: Can't believe my Phoenix turns 4! The BIG 4! Also I get to have ALL MY BABIES up under one roof! And on National Siblings Day! Super neat! Easter is this month but that wasn't a big day or deal for me honestly because of shit that went down and because of my own personal investigation I am to believe that there are more hands involved that want to admit it. I have been fighting with the state myself in regards to my own personal shit but I managed to take care of that like I always do, because well I am a fighter. Also celebrated another important persons birthday this month horrible late, spent money on something I probably shouldn't have would have saved me a few hundred dollars since it just sits on a shelf, everything I got him to wear is gone he's removed it. Funny he's been hanging out with a few people I can't stand and now that stuff is off his hands. Oh well maybe I'll take the ring he gave me off for awhile and see if he notices. Kind of hurtful if you ask me.
May 2023: Well I want to finish out SMCC strong and I'm praying that my GPA is over 2.0 which allows me to keep my financial aid which is something I need to afford school. I want to get summer session of CMCC started and squared away since well I need to do Spring, Summer, & Fall classes to appease the damn state, pretty sad that they don't want you to have a life with children and be bound to getting off assistance, I get that I want off but I don't want to miss my children growing up either. But guess we can't have it all. Really, really thinking long and hard about a few things because things just aren't adding up, people are changing to people I don't know. I'm watching and taking note but I'm not going to be there for people who want to use me as an ATM and more. I am a person with needs and feelings. So far my feelings haven't been really heard of accepted. But hey that's ok in the end they will with no fucks given on my part. HAPPY HUNTING FUCKERS!
June 2023:
Well lets see school gets out for the children so I am hoping that I can plan some spring/summer fun days at the lake, I want to keep my grades this semester in the B/C range heck even an A would be amazing.
I have a Baby Shower to attend for my niece and a Wedding to attend for two of my friends and I can't wait honestly! Congratulations to all of you!
I have a Baby Shower to attend for my niece and a Wedding to attend for two of my friends and I can't wait honestly! Congratulations to all of you!
July 2023:
It's officially SUMMER!
I want to enjoy the fireworks with my children but that won't happen at least I will have Dalton and we will go together since my summer has officially been ruined by ignorant jackasses that like to ruin peoples lives. Use them till their needs are met then dump them as soon as they are broke because they are responsible, guess I having standards and morals is something that isn't valued these days.
I want to enjoy the fireworks with my children but that won't happen at least I will have Dalton and we will go together since my summer has officially been ruined by ignorant jackasses that like to ruin peoples lives. Use them till their needs are met then dump them as soon as they are broke because they are responsible, guess I having standards and morals is something that isn't valued these days.
August 2023:
FALL is HERE! Also my daughter turns 3 lord where has the time gone and SCHOOL starts up!
Jett starts Kindergarten
Jeffrey starts First Grade
Skyleigh still in the most amazing DAYCARE EVER!
Sean omg HIGH SCHOOL
Kayden still Elementary school but that's ok
Connor oh my a MIDDLE SCHOOLER
and me sophomore at CMCC cause hopefully by then all my credits will transfer through although I need to repeat classes because they don't accept anything less than a C.
September 2023:
Honor 9/11 22years later
My son turns holy crap 15 almost the legal age to get a permit and start driving
October 2023:
DALTON TURNS 1 and well it's a big thing for me since he's my last little and I thought this last would be different turns out it's just like every other one shared custody. Oh well I will host a party and make it wonderful for him. Halloween is this year but I'm not really feeling the holidays this year largely due to ignorance of idiots. At least I will have my children so maybe I'll take them out myself and leave people in my past in my past and find others to go with.
November 2023:
THANKSGIVING Dalton's second and well this year it's just going to be me and him since that's just sadly how are life is going to be. Most holiday's will only be him and me because of idiots and jackasses ruining our lives. Oh well I can give him the world I have given the world to his siblings with the bare minimal. Then it's BIRTHDAY after BIRTHDAY after BIRTHDAY because well I have Jett, Jeffrey and Kayden back to back to back practically. It's insane! But 100% worth it!
December 2023:
I want to finish the year off strong and have a great break from school
I want to spend time with my children and visit some of my family
I want to venture to Massachusetts this Christmas Eve cause fuck that jackasses in Maine that wanted to ruin my Holiday's for their own personal pleasure and gain. Well news flash it won't work and you can't win! I have things going on I haven't told people for reasons heck my BF don't know have the shit I'm doing because well there ain't a point in tell him because well there ain't. That's just how I feel.
Honestly this year I want to do well in school
Watch my babies do well in school
Get Phoenix and Skyleigh completely potty trained just hard when it's back and forth and well not constant between places
I want to get Jeffrey and Jett caught up in Scouts
I want to get Phoenix ready for school next year and get CDS to wake the hell up about their programing
I want to get off state assistance and get that job that makes bank so I can truly hold my own
WELL THOSE ARE THEM GOALS maybe in December I'll plan my goals for 2024 since I graduate or hope to in 2025!
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