"Fake It Till You Make It"

 Fake It Till You Make It
Lifestyle of some lesser class folks

    Have you ever heard the saying "Fake It Till You Make It"? You have, well that's grand you'll understand this post and where I am coming from. I have always heard fake it till you make it but in hind sight why? I don't like to portray to be something I am not nor do I want to. BUT some people fake it so much that they don't know there own illusion from reality and it's shockingly disturbing. 

    I graduated high school in 2008 that was fifteen years ago and in that time I have found myself a few more times than I can count and haven't really changed expect learned a lesson here or there but in the end there have been few people that have stayed in my life and haven't trash talked my name, my children's name or attempted to ruin my life for their own personal pleasure and those are more than friends they are family. 

Once you sit there and come after me, my children the person I am with and if they have children they're children you better bet your ass I will assist KARAMA in catching up with you. Do not fuck with a MAMA BEAR! Do not fuck with a northern woman with southern routs especially if you think you can dance with the DEVIL because I'm the DEVIL herself. I have gone to battle more times than you can stand on your own two feet alone and hold it down. I have been working since I was 14 years old and busting ass providing for myself and then later in life providing for my children, so don't think for one moment that you have something I want. As a hardworking mother of eight I can honestly say I'd rather figure it out myself than crawl to the depths of fakes and users. *By that I don't mean drugs but yeah some do and they abuse shit but hey who am I to judge for I am not god and I will let him and KARMA handle that shit themselves* I will never understand how people CHOOSE not to do better for themselves especially when they have children, like for fuck shake grow up stop faking it on all media that you're doing great be real you fucked up and you are about to go through some shit. Like I mean really yeah I have been battling to get my son back because the lovely great state of Maine felt he was better off in a place where he smells of cat urine and gets picked on daily for it yeah that's real smart Maine let allow a child to be bullied, live in a constant smell of yuck with asthma but then again I will forever be wrong in this states mind. 

But let's get back on track! FAKE IT TILL YOU MAKE IT 

WHY? what does that get you in life? to me honestly I find it disgusting that you have to fake an image to get people to like you or even associate with you, that honestly means they aren't worth your time and effort. They only want the image you can give them and the life they dream of instead of attempting to go out and earn there own way. What does faking it till you make it really do for yourself, your children, your future? Honestly, nothing teaches them that it's ok to lie, that it's ok to pretend to be someone you are not and not to take ownership for you own flaws and that making people think you have it off better than you do means you will go places. No that's just going to give you anxiety, depression, and cause some really good trauma that will lead to some gross  ptsd. 

So for those faking it and trying to fit in or portraying to be better than what they are JUST STOP! Just fucking stop, no one cares about what you have and what you do not have. Try spending time bettering yourself, educating yourself, helping your family, raising children if you have them, get a job, learn a hobby, and for god shakes not sleeping all fucking day and using other peoples money and goodness to benefit yourself because that clearly is the whole idea of fake it till you make it apparently. Never being yourself, it's only going to hurt because you will never know who you are! 

Well happy day's, I am going to do what I do best! Educate, write and well fight for all that I have and all that I will achieve and get in life.