Some Food For Thought - The Rambling Truths

 Food For Thought!

Rambling Truths- Take it, Leave it, Deal with it, It is what it is! 

I'm going to begin this lovely little blog post with a quote that will stir the water for those who read and follow my shit just to see what I am up to, because hey I'm the one who is not worthy of peoples time unless it seems to benefit them. (I am not a bank, a food bank, an ATM, or even taxi, I am a person with feelings and thoughts- ENJOY)

"The People WHO are THERE for you when you HAVE MONEY and then ARE NOT THERE for you when you HAVE NO MONEY but HAVE MONEY because you choose to PAY YOUR BILLS AND BE RESPONSIBLE where never truly there for you, but only their for themselves to see what they could gain from it"

Sadly, this is something that I have had to learn the hard way many times because no matter how many times they use I am always going to be there for you and I am sorry I was this or that, when they ask what you can do for them when you need their help or a favor really they're not there to help you but to make things tougher. Do yourself a favor and once the BULLSHIT excuses start flaring up step back, give space, don't reach out, and do what they do to you and watch how quickly you're forgotten, you're not needed and if you are needed it's when they need help.  Because in the end YOUR REAL FRIENDS and even FAMILY will NEVER EVER make you FEEL like an OUTSIDER, once you start getting that feeling it's time to step back, reflect and watch actions not words spoken because someone's actions will tell you their true intentions! 

**People who stalk my shit, read my shit, but don't come at me will & are going automatically assume shit is about them, but that's when they should truly look in the mirror and question where the actions matching your words or where your words talking shit while your actions where proving that you aren't what you say.**

There comes a point and time in ones life that you must accept that you cannot control everything in life, but you can control how you respond to it, so if you feel as if you've been done wrong simple don't let the wrong happen to you twice. Learn from it, be cautious and grow from it. Do not get even with it because then you stooping to their level and that's when you are just as bad as they are. When you choose peace you learn that there are a lot of GOODBYE's and from people whom swore they where ALWAYS going to be there, that's their choice not yours though. Your life is yours and you choose whom is in your life. Don't play into false promises and hopes when you know that somethings, some people and some situations just will never change. 

FOCUS on THIS:

WORK ON YOURSELF, YOUR LIFE, and YOUR PEACE!

Because at the end of the day people don't care what you are going through only if you are okay enough to come thru for them. Once that happens when you are not okay enough for them they begin to play victim and make you out to be the bad guy, they try to gain followers and if you have to try that hard truth be told you are the problem and really should sit down look in the mirror and wonder what went wrong and how to fix it, but by the time most learn that it's too late and those have walked away not to teach the wrong-doer a lesson but because we've learned the lesson and we don't want to repeat history. 

 People dislike me because I have multiple baby daddies, because I have been married and divorced not once but twice, that I have had a few horrible ex's but you know what that's my life it may not suit your world but I wouldn't change my children for the world, in fact because of all that I have been through and went through I am a tougher, stronger and more fierce person and mother. I am not one who backs down from telling people right where the fuck to go because in the end of the day I don't give a rats flying ass if I have truly pissed you off or not because I will still sleep peacefully knowing that my babies are taken care of, they're fed and housed and that I did all I could to protect them and keep them happy and healthy! 

I get told by many people that I am trying to be something I am not and I laugh because at the end of the day not to be rude or tear people down but I am not on the same level. I don't want to be below where I am. I am happy with where I am. 

Where am I you might be wondering well let me fill you in;

I am a 34 year old mother to eight amazing children one whom happens to be autistic, I am a full-time legit college student that actually takes it seriously, I have been married and divorced twice and ultimately I learned ALOT from both failed marriages. Although I have had to start over from the ground up both times I learned that it's ok to start over and start from nothing because only then can you say YOU WORKED FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE and nothing WAS HANDED to you. I'd rather be hated for being me than liked for being someone that I am not. I am a born and raised country gal who gives no fucks in if I hurt your feelings because honestly if I said something that ruffled the feathers that means I hit something that's true! I have had some skeletons in my closet but the difference between me and the people that wanna say I'm stalking them, or trying to be them is well I admit my flaws, I talk about my skeletons and I don't lie to get people to like me nor do I buy there time or attention. I work hard for all that I have, I teach my children because I am not their friend but their parent. I don't sugar coat shit because I am not willy wonka and never will be because one my momma didn't raise me to be like that but secondly I won't start something either, but will finish it because that's how I was raised. I was raised to be kind and when I ain't got nothing nice to say I won't say shit unless it's ARE YOU SERIOUSLY THAT FUCKING STUPID! Okay I say that a lot! I swear sometimes I am surrounded by fucking idiots that have no clue how stupid they are especially when they lie and try to hide shit. Like hey have you ever thought your actions and what you do are why things aren't going your way or people choose not to associate or help? No, oh shit maybe you might wanna rethink things because in the end those people that are doing what they are doing are choosing PEACE. 

Most people reading this are probably going What in the FLYING FUCK is going on, is the author directing this at someone, some people and well to be honest I am directing this to the WORLD, to the ones who need that push and to the one's that are the reason people need that push.